❤️ The Journey to Oneness:
How Letting Go of Toxic Beliefs Led Me to Peace
Life often presents us with challenges, especially when we’re conditioned to see the world through a lens shaped by others’ beliefs. I too was shaped by these beliefs—beliefs about who I should be, how I should live, and what my purpose was. The journey to shedding these layers was not easy, but it became the most transformative part of my life. Here, I want to share how releasing toxic beliefs that were ingrained in me led to my awakening and how I came to understand the divine within myself.
As I began shedding the toxic beliefs and fears instilled in me by society and religion, I started to see how profoundly these beliefs had shaped my perception of the world. They made me view life through a lens of fear—fear of punishment from God, its consequences in this life or the afterlife, and fear of judgment. These fears deeply influenced my sense of self-worth, even as I diligently followed religious rules. Despite my sincere efforts to live righteously, I constantly felt plagued by shame, as though I was never good enough or truly complete—an effect of the distorted beliefs I had been fed.
I felt ashamed for not adhering to rules—rules that seemed more designed to control me than to guide me—leading me to believe there was something wrong with me. This relentless self-judgment, fueled by guilt and shame, clouded my ability to experience joy and happiness fully, until I realized that my sense of isolation and disconnection from the Divine was rooted in my lack of knowledge and research, combined with my blind trust in religious leaders who claimed to be the link between me and God. But in reality, they exploited their authority for personal, financial, and spiritual gain, only deepening my sense of separation.
As I released the layers of conditioning, I felt an undeniable connection to the Divine within me. For the first time, I recognized the immense power I possessed—power that had been hidden from me for so long. It became clear that those who sought to control me had feared this very awakening, knowing that once I realized my true self, their hold on me would be broken. The freedom and peace I felt were unlike anything I had ever known.
For so long, I carried the weight of beliefs that made me feel separate, limited, and powerless. Now, life flows effortlessly, and this transformation amazes not only me but everyone around me. This awakening has brought me to where I am today, and I am proud of all that I have accomplished. I’m excited to discover where it will lead me next. The beliefs that once confined me were like invisible walls, blocking me from seeing my true worth, my power, and my deep connection to the Universe.
I came to understand that the Divine energy was never outside of me—it was always within me. And in that moment of recognition, everything shifted.
That’s when my mission—Hasti—was born, as a powerful reminder of my existence and strength. “Hasti” means “I am” or “I exist,” and it also carries the meaning of “Universe.” It represents the realization that I am not simply a part of the Universe—I am the Universe itself. No longer confined by isolation, I began to feel deeply connected to the limitless ocean of love, wisdom, and divinity.
As I continued my journey of self-awareness, I began to see how deeply the beliefs I had internalized were shaping my reality. The more I shed the layers of conditioning, the clearer it became that my sense of self had been obscured by societal expectations and religious dogma. It was as if I had been living inside a cage of invisible limits, unable to see the full expanse of my true potential.
In this newfound awareness, I began to picture myself—and, in a way, every individual—as a clear glass of water submerged beneath the vast ocean. The water inside the glass symbolized my soul—once pure and boundless, but over time, feeling small and confined, like a fragile spark trapped in a tiny prison. Gradually, the transparent glass became clouded with layers of limiting beliefs—shaped by society, religion, and the stories I allowed myself to believe. These mental constructs built up like a thick, opaque wall, creating a barrier between me and the vast Universe beyond.
Though the ocean—representing my higher self, the Divine, and the interconnectedness of all existence—was always present, I remained imprisoned within that glass. The conditioning made me believe I was no larger than the confined space inside, trapped by invisible limits I’d unknowingly accepted. No matter how much knowledge or power I gained, I couldn’t break through these walls or realize my true potential. But eventually, something shifted.
This understanding sparked a profound shift in my perspective. I began to realize that I was no longer separate from the Universe, from God, or from others. I was the ocean. I was God. I was everything. I also recognized that we all carry toxic layers—like a glass around us—that separate us from our higher power and each other. But when we release these limiting beliefs, we return to oneness. Only then can we experience true freedom and peace.
At some point in my life, unexpected challenges arose in 2020, but instead of breaking me, they became the turning point that led me to choose who I truly am for myself. I began to search, to question, to think deeply, and slowly I started to recognize the toxicity hidden in certain beliefs I once held. As I consciously released these layers, the glass around me began to dissolve. The barrier between the water inside and the vast ocean outside disappeared. And in that moment, I realized something profound: there was no separation between me and the Divine. No “me” and “God,” no “self” and “other”—only oneness.
As I continued shedding the layers that once confined me, I began to realize something profound: even the path I had walked—full of struggles, limiting beliefs, and self-doubt—had been an essential part of shaping who I am today. These experiences, though challenging, were not something to regret or feel ashamed of. In fact, they contributed to the crystal I have become. Just like the layers that once obscured my true self, they too had a purpose. They shaped me, and now, with those layers removed, I stand more clearly as the person I was always meant to be—a radiant crystal that embodies my true divine potential. The journey I have taken, even with its hardships, was necessary to bring me here. But now, those old layers no longer need to remain; they have served their purpose, and I am ready to move forward with the clarity and strength that comes from embracing my true essence.
After experiencing this shift within myself, I began exploring spiritual teachings—despite being forbidden from delving into beliefs outside the one I was raised with, which raised a red flag for me. I wanted to make my own choices, rather than have beliefs imposed on me as they had been, not only on me but on others as well. During this exploration, I was surprised to learn that when great spiritual leaders shed their layers of conditioning and embraced oneness with their higher power, they became embodiments of the Divine. People marveled at their glory and wisdom, yet instead of following their path to inner divinity, they elevated these leaders to god-like status—missing the deeper message: that the same power they embodied resides within each of us. These leaders didn’t come to be worshipped, but to guide others to the realization that they, too, can step into their divine potential. People shouldn’t remain in a state of following forever; just as these leaders found God within themselves, others have the ability to do the same and embody their true power.
This understanding led me to realize that while following a teacher is important for a time, true growth happens when you step into your own power. A great teacher doesn’t want their followers to remain dependent on them; rather, they aim to help their students find their own strength and independence. At some point, we must let go of our reliance on others and stand on our own two feet—just like a child learning to walk. Finding the divine within ourselves isn’t the end of the journey, but the beginning of truly embracing our unique path, stepping into our power, and living a life of self-empowerment, not just as followers but as creators of our own destiny.
Once we embrace this power within, it naturally extends outward, shaping how we connect with the world around us. In this state of oneness, I feel deeply connected to everyone around me. I’m no longer just chasing peace and happiness for myself—I’ve found them. What truly fills my heart now is sharing that peace and joy with others, along with the path that led me here. I’ve learned that peace isn’t something to keep locked away; it grows when it’s shared. Knowing that I’m making a difference when I share it gives me immense fulfillment. What began as a personal journey has blossomed into a mission to bring peace to the world—and that purpose brings me more joy than I ever imagined.
This understanding became the foundation of my mission—my purpose. I call it Hasti—the journey to bring peace to the world. As I embraced this truth, I realized that our true essence is not divided but unified. To live in alignment with this oneness means acting with love, compassion, and a deep commitment to the well-being of all.
The path to oneness is a transformative journey—one that requires us to shed layers of limiting beliefs, confront the conditioning we’ve carried, and embrace the divinity within. When we awaken to this truth, we step into our true power, realizing that we are not separate from the Divine. We are the Divine. The journey doesn’t end with this realization; it’s just the beginning of embracing our unique path and contributing to the world with love, peace, and compassion.
If you are ready to release the layers holding you back and reconnect with your true self, I invite you to join me on this journey. Together, we can begin the process of shedding limiting beliefs, reconnecting with our true essence, and stepping into our divine potential. Let’s embark on this transformative journey together.
Take a moment now—what beliefs or layers have you been carrying that might be keeping you from seeing your true essence? What would it feel like to let those go? Embrace this journey of oneness and join me in creating a world where love, peace, and unity thrive.
Written by Asma Mohrsab
Published on Aug 8, 2025
Published by Hasti
About the Author
Asma Mohrsab, founder of the Hasti Organization dedicated to creating peace in the world, is a passionate advocate for fostering peace through personal transformation. Through her own journey of self-discovery, she inspires and empowers others to embrace their divine potential and live with purpose and peace.